Apologising for the tears i’ve cried,
For the hurt you have caused,
And the deep pain I feel inside.
For the agonising depression which has descended upon me,
for the hate I feel when someone mentions your name,
And the years it took to finaly feel free.
But when I open my eyes I realise it’s just a dream,
Because in your head you did nothing wrong.
And that apology from you I will never see.
Because lets face it – you are not that strong.
To admit the pain your lies caused.